Oh yes!

The Canon EOS 5D Mk II is finally in QQ.

Well, almost.

No price on it just yet, and not available in stock either. But still, FINALLY.

Sheesh.

I hope it's not going to cost me a bomb though. It would be awesome to meet the New Year with this camera. Forget the PowerShot G10 that I was looking at before. It completely pales in comparison.

I can't decide to either go without spending too much after buying it, or before buying it. I know, I know. I have the money, so people keep telling me. But I just don't want to think that I actually have it. It's like when some people get a credit card, and they think it makes them invincible. But it really doesn't.

I know what not having money feels like. Or having less money than I actually need. It's a frightening feeling because everything starts getting difficult. Sure, sure, I can count on my family to help, and they know that if they decide that I really do/did need the money, they would give it to me. But I don't want to ask. Call that arrogant or proud or stubborn, but I really would rather not rely on them. I don't want to get into that cycle. And I would rather that if I should ever need help from my family, it would be for something more important than money.

Though it's not to say that I'm so proud, I wouldn't accept money.

I'm stubborn, I'm not stupid.